Finding Motivation

Lately it has been hard for me to find motivation. Vast amounts of my time are going to waste on aimless and idle web surfing.

I have a routine going. First comes my e-mail account, then my rss reader, then my You Tube subscriptions and some other social networks news. When I am done with my routine, I just start all over again in a vicious cycle. Chasing after my custom made news flashes.

It isn't always like that. Sometimes I get up in the morning with an urge to write and to create. I get up with a strong will to get forward and to succeed. I get up with a great passion to excel. On these days I go through my routine only once and start working right away. Sometimes I am not even patient enough to go through my entire routine. I just want to write something myself, to create something my self and not to watch what others have created and written.

Not lately though. I am trying to find motivation everywhere. Visiting websites that usually inspire me. Speak with friends and family that usually motivate me to be more active. Reading inspiring books and rereading books I have already read. But nothing helps.

I feel like there is an enormous pothole right next to me and my motivation keeps tripping and falling inside that hole instead of getting into me and filling me up. I feel quite desperate, as this is a feeling I have been having for the past couple of weeks.

where has my motivation gone to?


--Time's up--